We
give all praise to our Almighty God, our
Lord and savior Jesus Christ and the
ever present Holy Spirit. A year ago
my daughter Eunice
was diagnosed with Spondilytis and Scoliosis which is L5 of the lumbar
has
fallen out of its position and thus causes scoliosis which is the
curvature of
the spine.
Due to her
condition she walked with a bend to her knees as well as hunching her
body to
compensate for pressure that was imposed on her body
by the
condition of her spine.
We
were devastated and prayed for a miraculous healing for her because her
condition, according to all the orthopedic surgeons, needs surgery to
correct.
We are very blessed because we have a family in Christ that not only
upholds us
in prayers but supports us with their physical presence and
encouragement. The
doctors also told us that from the evidences and reports from the
X-Ray, CT
scan and MRI, Eunice’s condition was congenital (i.e. a birth defect.)
This
would mean that we will not be able to use the insurance to pay for her
surgery. But Diana and I were convinced that Sons are a
heritage from the Lord
and children a reward from Him (Psalms 127:3) and she was made
perfect
(Psalms 139: 13-14) which says:-
For You created my inmost
being
You knit me
together in my
mother’s womb
I praise You
because I am
fearfully and wonderfully made
I
know
that full well
This
one whole year was a year of trusting and obeying Him. We thank the Great I AM for as I looked back,
everything was in His hand. To tell the truth, as we claimed His
promises in 1Peter 5:7, “Cast all your
anxieties on HIM, for HE cares about
you” I still had a lot of reservations but thanks be to GOD,
my wife Diana would continue to
hold GOD to HIS promises. I would
not have waited for one full year before
letting her go for the operation. I would have done it much earlier.
But that
was not GOD’S will for her. Jesus
used the situation for HIS purpose to
witness to our family. They were astonished at the manner the whole
body of Christ came together and supported us.
We continued to
hold GOD to his promises of healing,
especially Isaiah 55:5:-
But He was pierced for our
transgression
He was crushed
for our
iniquities
The punishment
that brought us
peace was upon HIM
And by HIS
wounds we are
healed
As
the days drew near for Eunice’s surgery, God
blessed us with His love from you
all. HE poured out HIS love to us
through the whole church.
I was really humbled by that love gift for I did not want to receive it
because
I did not want to burden anyone. But Jesus
spoke to me in a small still voice: “Why are you rejecting my love
for
Eunice? Why shut the door of your heart to accepting my love?” That
really
broke me and at that moment I felt His
love flowing in me. My wife reminded me of what Pastor Malcolm shared
from his
experience that all gifts are from HIM……
Amen.
On
the 10th July 2007, as Eunice was admitted to Assunta
Hospital for
her operation, we claimed and held on to GOD
promises for strength in Isa 41: 10 –
“Fear not for I AM with you. Be not dismayed for I AM your GOD. I will
strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my victorious
right
hand.”
The
doctors briefed us on what will be done for her and told us all the
risks and
pains that she will have to endure after the surgery. What really pains
us and
made us surrender everything to GOD
was when Dr. Chong told us that the Dora Sac, which was currently compressed, might leak or puncture and
also the nerve
that controlled her big toe may be at risk of damage during the
operation.
Dr.Assunta also briefed us that after the surgery, Eunice would need
morphine
to relieve her pain. We really mixed our fried rice and noodles with
tears
during dinner as we thought and feared about the situation.
11th July 2007 came. God’s
love and your presence helped us to wheel her into the operating
theatre. She
cried asking not to go through the surgery. Again we claimed Isaiah 41:10.
The
surgery started at 1230hrs and the presence of the church was so
important;
otherwise, it would have been such an agonizing and long wait for her.
At
1630hr I, being the inpatient one, went to the doctor’s clinic but was
told
that he was still in the operating theatre. The nurse called the
operating
theatre and thank GOD, Dr. Chong who had just completed the surgery
answered
the phone and asked the inpatient father to see him. I met him and he
told me
everything was fine and the surgery went well and there was no damage
to the
Dora Sac or nerve. Hallelujah! Praise God.
I went and informed my wife and the church and we rejoiced over it.
That was
not all that GOD wanted us to rejoice
because as I went to be with her in the operating theatre, I met Dr
Chong again
and he told me that her condition was not congenital as he found out
that the
lumber 5 was loose and honestly, I don’t understand what he meant at
all. But
one thing I know that GOD was in control!
The doctor said he will prepare a report for us to claim from
the
insurance. Hallelujah! All praise to HIM.
Every
part of the ‘jigsaw’ fell in place and we were able to see GOD’s
controlling hand in Eunice’s life. The word of the Lord
in Isaiah 55 became very clear to
us and I really felt I have betrayed GOD’s
love when I did not fully commit everything unto HIM.
“For
MY thoughts are not your thoughts neither are your ways MY ways,
declares the
LORD. As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are MY ways higher
than your
ways and MY thoughts than your thoughts.
As the rain and the snow come down from heaven and do not return
to it
without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it
yields
seed for the sower and bread for the eater. So is MY word that goes out
from MY
mouth; It will not return to ME empty. But will accomplish what I
desire and
achieve the purpose for which I sent it.
Amen.
GOD’s words above opened up a new revelation
of HIS love and CHRIST’s sacrifice
for me and my family. Everything has been taken
care of by HIM the very moment she
was diagnosed with this problem. How we met Karen Mak at Subang Medical Center, when
we join
brother Mak Chee Meng’s cell group until her operation has been
prearranged by
our GOD, HIS SON and the HOLY SPIRIT.
Again we give HIM
all praises and glory for all that HE has done for
Eunice. She was always
in good hands and the LORD took all her pains and healed her. Again we
thank GOD and HIS church, which is
you, our beloved brothers and sisters, for all
your love in CHRIST which you
showered upon us. For all of you really made the word of GOD in 1John
4:7-12
living as you love us;
“7 Beloved, let
us love one another, for love
comes from GOD. Everyone who loves has been born of GOD and knows GOD. 8 Whoever
does not love does not know GOD, because GOD is love. 9 This
is how GOD showed HIS love among us: HE sent HIS one and only SON into
the
world that we might live through HIM. 10 This is
love: not that we love GOD, but that HE loved us and sent HIS
SON as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.
11 Dear
friends, since GOD so loved us, we
also ought to love one another. 12 No
one has ever seen GOD; but if we love one another, GOD lives in
us and
HIS love is made complete in us.”
Thank you all for
loving us. GOD bless you.
In HIS love,
Kok Seng, Diana,
John and
Eunice Low
Members of
Living Joy SG in
Subang